clearly, you said.
it makes perfect sense. everything does.
close, so close, so close minded.
the tighter i hold to things, the more i lose my grip.
the more i lose.

here:
an experiment, entitled selflessness.
1. there is still sun, it's everywhere.
getting all over everything.
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
and it doesn't cost a thing.

2. this thing i'm doing, it's called learning.
falling is what i need sometimes.

3. i suddenly realize my longing for you, my God,
is madness. because here You are. and here i am.
what is keeping me?
me?
me?

4. i am not hopeless.
i am full of hope.
hopeful.
at least,
i hope so.