i just stand in place. the world moves around me. and i get to watch.
the hall forever with lights forever, empty.
full full full. very full.
because that's how it was meant to be.
the tile, it makes waves underneath me, swirls, i feel it push me up, i push back a little. i will ride the tide. i will be a seafarer of concrete. i will.
points of light in my vision. like looking at the stars when you look at everything. its beautiful. its beautiful. its frightening.

oh my head.