mmm. i love learning new things. it's so much fun.
and now i can play the weepies on guitar. and they were running through my mind all night last night and the sky was just beautiful and the stars were too. it reminded me of something out of a book.

but i do wish you would smile more.
you look so beautiful when you do, you know.

i woke this morning and i was angry. for no reason at all.
then i drove to church and they're all like "oh we don't have church today". and i was angry.
then i came home and my dad said he had a present for me in the backyard. so i went in the backyard. and it was: a pile of leaves! so i jumped in it. yes. best. birthday. present. everrrr.

the fog completely covered the mountains this morning. it's days like this when i can pretend i live by the ocean. so i got up, and to celebrate the rain, went to family thrift. i love that place.
and i bought a purple sweater that is way too big for me but i love it anyway and i walked around the lake in the rain and there was steam rising off the top of it and everyone was really friendly and the sky and the water were the exact same hue.

and maybe when i reach
solid ground
that will be the day
i could stand
on my own two feet